I'm so lost. My heart and mind is being torn into shreds. Insanity is ruling my head, each day is a new battle and each day gets harder and harder to fight. What do I have to do to be alright again? Well...I know what will make me better, but I don't know how to achieve it. I made a mistake, I know I did and know I'm paying for it every day I wake up. I'm sorry to everyone I hurt. Most of the other s**t in my life isn't even my fault, I don't know what I did, I just wanna be okay again! I wanna wake up and not feel hopeless, I don't wanna go through the day feeling only nothing. To all my friends who are giving me hell, please just help me, I need support, not hate. Ugh...so much for all my random drabble...but it felt good to get my emotions out.