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I had a wonderful and peaceful night of sleep last night, albeit very short. Then once I come back from breakfast I decide to take a little nap to tide me over. Then, of course, I have a dream.
And he was in it, oh why did he have to be in it?
In the dream, I remember this because as soon I was in my Air Force class, I spent the next 30 minutes writing every little detail could recall, I had just gone back to my room. My roommates were being loud so I went outside on the galleries, and their were two boys already out there, sitting. We'll just call them R and O cause while they didn't have names, for some reason I knew which company they were in. Well I sat down and R was about 4 feet to my left and O was about 4 feet to his left. All of the sudden, this hysterically angry girl dressed in something pea green comes running up to R followed by a senior on guard or the OD, someone with a sword. She pulls out a pistol and points I at R. (I honestly know exactly where this came from, one of my teammates is dating a crazy He tells her, "You won't." She replies with something along the lines of, "Well how about this?" Then she turns, O had just gotten up and had just begun to run when she pulled the trigger. I don't think he was dead, just that he quit moving. She turned back to R and I was frozen, too afraid to move. By now cadets had come out onto the galleries. Eventually, someone from my company creeps up to me and tells me to run. I get up and dash behind the letter. I collapse and begin to shake. And then he's there. This is where the dream starts to become foggy, but I remember picking me up and setting my head in his lap. And he just strokes my head and comforts me. Then it gets really weird and we are like instantly in a park or something (my alarm was going off at this point, I could hear it in my dream so that's probably why it got weird.)
That was a fun slap to my sanity which I so desperately clinging to as it is.
I have my photoshoot tomorrow so I can't afford to not be all there mentally. If I do well, I'm going to do a boudoir (lingerie, bedroom, corsets, essentially sexiness) photoshoot with her. I can't fuck this up. I can't.
I wish I could go deeper into discussing this, but there is nowhere near enough time for me to even scratch the surface.
I'll probably delve deeper into this tonight, I doubt I'll be able to sleep much.
And he was in it, oh why did he have to be in it?
In the dream, I remember this because as soon I was in my Air Force class, I spent the next 30 minutes writing every little detail could recall, I had just gone back to my room. My roommates were being loud so I went outside on the galleries, and their were two boys already out there, sitting. We'll just call them R and O cause while they didn't have names, for some reason I knew which company they were in. Well I sat down and R was about 4 feet to my left and O was about 4 feet to his left. All of the sudden, this hysterically angry girl dressed in something pea green comes running up to R followed by a senior on guard or the OD, someone with a sword. She pulls out a pistol and points I at R. (I honestly know exactly where this came from, one of my teammates is dating a crazy He tells her, "You won't." She replies with something along the lines of, "Well how about this?" Then she turns, O had just gotten up and had just begun to run when she pulled the trigger. I don't think he was dead, just that he quit moving. She turned back to R and I was frozen, too afraid to move. By now cadets had come out onto the galleries. Eventually, someone from my company creeps up to me and tells me to run. I get up and dash behind the letter. I collapse and begin to shake. And then he's there. This is where the dream starts to become foggy, but I remember picking me up and setting my head in his lap. And he just strokes my head and comforts me. Then it gets really weird and we are like instantly in a park or something (my alarm was going off at this point, I could hear it in my dream so that's probably why it got weird.)
That was a fun slap to my sanity which I so desperately clinging to as it is.
I have my photoshoot tomorrow so I can't afford to not be all there mentally. If I do well, I'm going to do a boudoir (lingerie, bedroom, corsets, essentially sexiness) photoshoot with her. I can't fuck this up. I can't.
I wish I could go deeper into discussing this, but there is nowhere near enough time for me to even scratch the surface.
I'll probably delve deeper into this tonight, I doubt I'll be able to sleep much.
StatCounter is the Best the Ever
I love that program, I have it set up on here and my Tumblr. It's nice seeing who, what, and when people view my stuff. And to stalk when my friend's check out my stuff (if they are from a different city/state or on a certain time, I can figure out it's them and tag their IP address with a name.)
Although, I can't figure out what's going with my StatCounter for dA. It currently has 11 different IP addresses pinging in from my school. I can account for 4, maybe 5, of them. My laptop, my phone, my ex's laptop, my friend's laptop, and maybe his phone. I can't figure out where the other's are coming from and they all have 40 to 60 returing visit
I Realized...
I bitch too much on here.
I promise I not this depressing in real life, this is just the only place I can, well, bitch. That's why I linked my Tumblr here before, so people can see the less depressing side of me.
field-of-paper-flowers.tumblr.com
Oh and I changed my DeviantID. I may change it back, cause, I don't like change.
And I'm working on a story, it came to me from a dream. I've spent all day today developing it.
Well, I'm exhausted. Night.
And So The Princess Watched Her Castle...
Crumble Around Her Feet.
Life finally beat me.
It won.
It's Nice Being Back Home
My dogs are underfoot, my bed is amazingly comfortable, I have my own room in which I don't have to worry about my roommate being in when I reach a squeal worthy part of a video game. Life is good.
I just need to get my mom's last Christmas present then I'm done with Christmas shopping, well for other people. I'm still torn on getting another piercing or going to the Laotian jump school.
I think I'm going to pick up "hooping." It's an art form/dance where you dance with/while hula hooping. It's gorgeous. Plus there are light up hula hoops which are even more beautiful.
Oh! And before I forget...
Expect an overload of Dragon Age smut...if
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